it's sad how much my determination has waivered since leaving renfrew. i left with hopes of getting better, with a little faith in myself. now it seems like no one takes me seriously when i'm trying. it's not about my weight. it's about everything behind each choice i make. it's about not knowing how to cope or how to change.
i have to say that my family's unwillingness to accept my efforts make it a lot harder.
who is anyone to say that someone isn't trying hard enough. to say that it doesn't count if you doing want it 100% of the time?
9 years ago
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casey i dont care. i dont care what they say or that your resolve has wavered or that you're not doing as well as you could be. i am still so proud of you for trying as hard as you are, and even if no one else acknowledges it i know you are trying amazingly hard and i am so proud of you
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