
I hate feeling torn between holding on and ruining everything and letting go and not having a way to cope. This year has been possibly the best and worst year of my life. I have so much to be grateful for, and I remind myself of that everyday. Yet I still find myself wanting to revert to what I know made me feel better about myself. Something that was stable when I wasn't.
I know that relapsing like I did before is not okay, but that doesn't make it any less appealing.
1 comment:
you are so strong casey. So strong I don't know if you understand of how much your strength means to those who love you.
people always say that you have to fix yourself before you can fix the world and I know you want to try and atleast ameliorate some of the worlds woes so keep fighting strong I'll fight with you. I am fighting with you. know you are not alone
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